What Julie Said

There's a world molded inside my skull
It's where I try and remember
The things I know I'll forget
And I feel sick inside
I play the songs I interpret for my own
I force meaning through them like a child
And give birth to my tears with triumph

But then someone says something
And warm spreads like ink inside you

So maybe it's all worth it
I can get some approbation
Maybe I'm not as annoying as I think

Maybe I'll remember
All the things I want to
And die next to someone who loves me
'Least that's what Julie says

There's a world that turns in my stomach
It pulses along with every bad thing
Every fuck up I make
It lets me know that I'm the one to blame
That I'm the reason they don't love me
The only reason I'm alone

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